my heart diary~~my family and my selfishness

i know you all care about me
worry me,take care me,love me
coz i am the youngest in the family.
i know you all want me to be happy,
enjoy my college life,
do not give too much pressure to myself,
but sometime not all things are that simple.
i just do not want you all to be dissappointed
maybe include myself too....
i hope i could achieve what i want
and not let you all down,
at least i know it clear that i want to success now,
i want to be the winner this time,but not the loser.
i love you all very much--my family
just this time i want to do my best,
so please let me do it
and understand what i am trying to do,
i won't care about pressure,
i dare to take and accept it,
just this time,let me be,please.
please forgive my selfishness!